How do you go on when your entire world shatters in an instant?

For years, I was blind to the warning signs, convinced myself things would get better, and put my faith in a broken system. Then, one tragic night, everything changed. My soulmate of 26 years, the mother of my children, took her own life, leaving behind more questions than answers.

This book is not just a story—it's a raw, unfiltered look at the depths of grief, the weight of trauma, and the long road to healing. I share the darkest moments, the guilt, the anger, the unbearable loss, and, ultimately, the transformation that allowed me to rebuild my life.

If you've ever felt trapped by pain, if you’re searching for a way forward, if you need proof that healing is possible—this book is for you. Grief doesn’t come with a manual, but maybe, just maybe, my story can help you write your own.